Vertigo

"Vertigo is the feeling that you or your environment is moving or spinning. It differs from dizziness in that vertigo describes an illusion of movement. When you feel as if you yourself are moving, it's called subjective vertigo, and the perception that your surroundings are moving is called objective vertigo.

Vertigo can be caused by problems in the brain or the inner ear. Vertigo also may be a symptom of psychiatric illness. The ENT specialist must be aware of this reality to take into account the psychological dimension of vertigo in his diagnosis approach. This may lead to different types of treatment depending of the nature of the disorder."

source : here and there

Hari Sabtu pagi, waktu lg di kamar mandi, tiba-tiba gw mengalami disorientasi di ruangan. Lantai kamar mandi berasa muter-muter kaya piring puter, mainan jaman TK. Ngerasa ngeri, gw yg tadinya mengira kliyengan karena kurang darah langsung bergegas ke kamar. Ternyata bukan lantai kamar mandi aja yg muter, semua tempat yang gw lihat ikut muter. Dan waktu putaran itu semakin kenceng, gw mulai jalan sempoyongan sambil berusaha pegangan ke apapun yg ada di sekitar gw.

Melihat gw sempoyongan, papa yg kebetulan lagi ada di Surabaya langsung ngikutin gw ke kamar, ngira anaknya baru aja nelen pil koplo. Setelah mengamati beberapa saat, beliau bilang gw kena vertigo. Waktu gw coba rebahan, puteran yg udah kenceng tadi berasa makin kenceng dan pandangan gw mulai gelap. Gw bingung dan mulai nangis cengeng. Akhirnya papa cepet-cepet pergi ke apotek buat beli obat.

Sambil nunggu papa yg lagi beli obat, punggung gw dipijitin eyang, but I didn't get any better. Sendi-sendi gw pengen berontak tapi ga berdaya. I simply couldn't do anything. Bahkan untuk ke toilet pun gw harus dituntun.

Setelah minum obat yg namanya mertigo, perlahan-lahan puteran yg gw rasa menjadi pelan sampai akhirnya gw ketiduran dan begitu bangun, sensasi muter-muter itu hilang sama sekali. Alhamdulillah.. Semoga ga kejadian lagi. It was really scary.

Btw, are there any problems with my brain or inner ear? Or ... was i stress or something?

wulan aquariyanti

(iseng ikutan noni)

What Wulan Aquariyanti Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

banyak yang salah tapi ada beberapa yang bener dan ada yang sangat bener loh.. hihihi..
so, what's your name's hidden meaning? ;)