kangen

lately i miss him alot. esp di wiken bengong kaya hari ini. norak memang. lenjeh juga memang. masabodo deh, orang gw kangen. dan mungkin karena kata 'kangen' diucapkan berulangulang, it becomes mantra dan kangennya jadi makinmakin.
dan kekangenan itu membuat gw ga bisa berenti buzz buzz dan gangguin dia sampe dia bete dan ngamukngamuk geje. seperti saat ini, he's watching narnia and i cant stop buzzing him dan jadinya gw dicuekin. huhuhu..

well, posting kali ini ga mutu dan ga berstruktur dan geje. tapi masabodo, orang gw kangen dan basically gw ngeblog memang buat nulisnulis semaumau gw.

kangen. :(

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(maybe this kinda feeling is one thing that i hate from 'loving-him-stuffs'. bikin uringuringan dan sensi geje. huhuhu..)

wed preparation 1

1. semoga gw ga seringsering sensi
2. semoga kl gw sensi, kanjeng raden mas bagus ga emosi
3. semoga kita berdua makin saling menyayangi

amiiin...

laskar pelangi

last night after work, i went to XXI to watch laskar pelangi. finally. it's a nice movie for sure. that movie makes me wonder .....

well actually when i clicked 'New Post Button', i planned to make a review about that movie but suddenly i felt like couldnt finish that sentence.

'the dream' is still there and right now, i couldnt handle its beat. the post is done.

nguping jakarta

i couldn't stop laughing reading posts in this blog till i realized that some eyes are on me. :D

no reservations

film ini 'lil bit 'yesterday' tapi gw (always) suka. bukan karena gw suka masak atau naksir sama aaron eckhart atau ngefans sama catherine zeta-jone, ya.. bukan. it's just because i like it.
ada semacam perasaan sentimentil yg gw sendiri ga ngerti tiap gw nonton film ini. kinda thought that i could see myself in kate's character. tolong katakata 'character' digarisbawahi ya.. gw ga bilang si zeta jones-nya yg mirip gw, jd yg keburu salah paham dan rasarasa mau muntah, monggo muntah dulu banyakbanyak. hehehe..

seriously, gw selalu tenggelam dalam film ini. i like all of parts of this movie, esp scene when kate's switch the music off in her kitchen. ketidakmampuan si kate bertoleransi dengan kebiasaan orang lain dengan mudah di wilayah teritorialnya dan keinginannya agar orangorang di sekitarnya 'berjalan' dengan 'caranya' seolah memaksa gw bercermin dan menyadari betapa masih jauhnya gw dari kata 'bijak' & 'dewasa'. that's why gw merasa film ini bisa mengingatkan gw untuk mengurangi kekeraskepalaan dan keangkuhan gw.
that stubborn boring lady name kate really reminds me of myself. caranya menjunjung tinggi privacy dan mempertahankan gengsi dengan enggan terlihat terluka, serta keyakinannya bahwa dia ga akan pernah melupakan orang yg dia sayang membuat gw merasa ... dipahami? hehehe.. lebay deh.

eniwei, topic posting kali ini sounds silly (dan lebay) ya.. tapi, have you ever felt like me, seeing yourself in a movie's character then giving advice to yourself not to do this nor that during the movie? it's interesting though.

i also like all of the zoe's scene and fyi, gw udah nonton film ini 5x. :D